Wedding planning.... ahhh finally. This has been in the making since 2009.

On Christmas 2009 I was laying around watching TV and cooking. Looking not so good and feeling like I needed a nap before family came over. Jason came over to me and sat down he stared at me for a few minutes and said he needed to go by his parents house to grab something and he'd be back. I noticed he was kind of acting funny, And the next thing I know he was down on his knee with a box in his hand!! I quickly sat up and smiled with tears cause I knew at the point what was next. So softly he said " Nicole will you marry me" and I said "of course I will"!!!

Since, we had so much going on since 2009 a baby, new job, and new house - we knew we should probably wait around until the time was right for us! Over the last few years I've fell in love with him even more. I can't wait to say "I DO"!!

So, the fun stress begins - what colors?  what place? what time?

My likes

Colors: Gray - White - Light Pink

Place: Orange Park Country Club

Month: April

Time: Late Day

Flowers: Light Pink Carnations - Not only can they be arranged pretty but they are also budget friendly!

Cake: Simply and Elegant.

And the dress I like!! Jason not so much..





                                       The dress he loves! Me, it's ok just super plain.





I'm all about bling in my hair, big earrings, and bracelets.. I'm not big on necklaces.

I'm sure no matter what I pick he will love it!! Just a hard decision..because I want to look my best and I want to take my handsome soon to be husbands breath away!!



Turning the BIG 30

Today, I turn 30..! Not really sure how I feel about it.
I get to work and my office is decorated, and everyone that walks by says "Happy Birthday Nicole" and I think - uggh! They just made me think about being 30 again.

I don't even want to say that I'm having a birthday today. I'm feeling the look in the mirror mood - do I have lines and wrinkles?!? Should I have hair this long at 30 this age?!? Why didn't I get off all my baby weight this time, am I too old to get it off?!?! That's just a few of my questions to myself..

Then I think - well I have 3 amazing - beautiful - prefect children, I have the love of my life, I still have both of my parents, and some wonderful girlfriends!! We just bought the prefect house for our family, we have made dreams come true, and we still have many dreams to accomplish!

I will embrace this number - take a deep breath - and hope that my next 30 years are just as wonderful as my first 30 years :)

Blog..What's that?!?

Okay, soooooo one day I will fix this and start blogging!!
I mean after all, I have so much to blog about. Sweet kids, New house, Loving man, and a wedding to plan!! Woohoo


And, since I did get a video camera for Christmas and have some super cute videos I must start blogging... Much love to bloggers - who blog! : )