Turning the BIG 30

Today, I turn 30..! Not really sure how I feel about it.
I get to work and my office is decorated, and everyone that walks by says "Happy Birthday Nicole" and I think - uggh! They just made me think about being 30 again.

I don't even want to say that I'm having a birthday today. I'm feeling the look in the mirror mood - do I have lines and wrinkles?!? Should I have hair this long at 30 this age?!? Why didn't I get off all my baby weight this time, am I too old to get it off?!?! That's just a few of my questions to myself..

Then I think - well I have 3 amazing - beautiful - prefect children, I have the love of my life, I still have both of my parents, and some wonderful girlfriends!! We just bought the prefect house for our family, we have made dreams come true, and we still have many dreams to accomplish!

I will embrace this number - take a deep breath - and hope that my next 30 years are just as wonderful as my first 30 years :)